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Last
sermon of Pr. Rosenhagen at St. Mark's: "The symbol of the bridge",
6/25/2006
Dear parish,
When the famous German theologian, pastor and philosopher
Paul Tillich, who had fled Nazi Germany in 1933 for the US, was
asked after three years in his new country to explain his life
and thinking, Paul Tillich discovered that there was one symbol
in particular which explained everything. While pondering about
his ideas, his fate and his career, Paul Tillich came to realize
that he was always moving along boundaries. Tillich noticed that
all along in his life, he had been moving back and forth between
different spheres of life, between religion and culture, church
and society, theory and practice. Tillich's life and thought were
derived from experiences where those different spheres met. At
the core of his being, Tillich found as a fundamental symbol the
symbol of the boundary.
Like Paul Tillich, I have thought about a deep,
fundamental symbol I would pick to describe my own life's journey,
my thinking and my work as a pastor. While preparing for my farewell
sermon at St. Mark's, I pondered about what motivates and drives
me, and what symbol might be at the core of my being, and what
would explain best the almost 39 years I've been in this world.
And while thinking and pondering about this question, I realized
that the symbol that encapsulates best who I am, what I do, and
what I stand for is the symbol of a bridge.
The symbol of a bridge stuck with me since I was
little. Although I was born in the city of Hanover, when I was
in second grade my family had ended up in a small medieval town
of the name Felsberg in Northern Hesse. That's where I grew up,
and I owe this place most of my childhood memories and lessons.
Next to my hometown Felsberg however, there was another small
town equal in size and age. A big river divided both towns (well,
by the standards of a little boy in Germany big, by American standards
it surely was no more than a small creek). One could only cross
the river by using the big bridge, which connected Felsberg and
the other town. The bridge was an important landmark. There was
no other bridge for 5 miles north and for 5 miles south of it,
and the stop for the school bus was simply called: "Bruecke",
which means: bridge. Most of the times I played on the Felsberg
side of the river, but I always had some friends on the other
side. And because some of them played soccer for the club of the
other town, and I had joined them in their club, I often had to
use that bridge to get from my parents' home to the other side.
I remember vividly how this bridge captured my imagination as
a child. It always struck me as something huge and awesome when
I had to ride my bicycle for soccer training on the other side
of the river. In autumn and winter, when it got cold and dark
early and fog rose up from the river, two lines of lanterns along
the bridge barely lit the way. Then, from the distance, the bridge
looked like a space ship or like some monument of a forgotten
past. But it was nothing but a plain and simple bridge made of
grey cement in the early seventies, which connected both sides
and which helped me to get to my friends and then to get home
again. A plain and simple bridge was the royal path for my childhood
endeavors, and I imagined the golden gate bridge in San Francisco
not much different than the bridge in my hometown.
I was fascinated with that bridge as a child, and
I'm still fascinated by bridges and their construction. But what
makes a bridge so special? What is a bridge good for other than
to help a little boy in Germany to get to his soccer training?
What is its function?
The symbol of the bridge is an almost self-evident
symbol. What nature separates, a bridge connects. A bridge connects
places and people. A person can walk from one side to the other,
and so can ideas and goods travel from one side to the other,
too. The bridge is also a symbol for a place where people and
things meet. And most importantly it serves to describe relations
between people. Therefore we sometimes say that we build bridges
between people. When we build those bridges, it usually means
that people, who didn't know each other before will now be able
to meet, connect and communicate. And by building a bridge one
often overcomes a dividing gap.
Yet, the meaning of the symbol can go even further.
Sometimes we don't even know what's on the other side so that
a bridge also assumes the willingness to explore new things and
ideas. A person who builds bridges has to be somewhat open-minded
and curious, because things on the other side might be very different.
However, the person who builds a bridge is not too afraid about
the new things he might encounter, even if they change him, his
attitudes, his likes and dislikes.
Finally, at times, it even takes a good portion
of courage to build a bridge, because things on the other side
could be irritating and troubling.
However, we often times realize the importance of
bridges only when they are broken and when we can't cross them
anymore. When there is a storm, or some failure in its construction,
or may be too much weight damages the bridge, then we can't get
from A to B anymore. Then life comes to a halt, and connections
previously made are interrupted.
Sometimes people purposely break bridges. The famous
bridge of Mostar in the Herzegovina over the river Neretva is
a symbol for that. In the city of Mostar, islamic Bosnians and
catholic Croatians used to live side by side for centuries, their
neighborhoods connected by an old bridge, which withstood many
storms over the years. But during the war on the Balkans, this
old bridge was bombed and destroyed. The image of this destroyed
bridge of Mostar has become a symbol for people who don't want
to talk with each other, who don't want to live together but fight
and hate each other.
And sometimes we just don't want to build bridges
between us and other people but rather stay where we are and withdraw
from what's around us. We then stop communicating, we don't let
anyone come too close, and we lock ourselves up into the fortress
of our self. At the end of the service we will sing the old Lutheran
hymn: A mighty fortress is our god. The hymn used to be a sign
for God's strength and that even in the midst of life's turmoil
we can always return to God for shelter and protection. Yet the
flipside of the image of the fortress is that if we don't open
its drawbridge, but pull it, we easily begin to entrench ourselves
in our fortress. Finally there is the expression "burning bridges".
When people intentionally destroy what connects them, when they
don't want anything to do with the people they used to live and
bond with and just want to make sure that they don't interfere
with their lives anymore, than they "burn their bridges".
All this is carried in the image of a bridge. All
this helps to understand and value the symbol of a bridge. Bridges
are important in our lives and relationships. We constantly need
to build bridges, because we don't live alone in this world, but
in families, friendships and communities. After all, without constantly
building bridges we wouldn't be able to live together peacefully
with all our differences.
Let me stay with this symbol of a bridge, not simply
as a metaphor for my past of what I see as a symbol for my life's
work, but also as a fitting metaphor for all of us here today.
Let us now turn to today's gospel, because I think it tells something
about the importance of bridges in our Christian journey of faith.
In today's gospel reading we heard about the disciples
in a boat. Suddenly a storm rises. Waves are tossing against the
boat. Wind howls. The disciples are afraid that the ship they're
on is going to sink. Then, finally, Jesus appears and to proof
his might, he calms down the storm.
This story was always read as a story of the church
in times of turmoil and fear. The ship always stood for the church,
and the disciples for the faithful yet doubting congregants. On
the one side of the story we see fear and the storm, and the many
doubts the disciples have in their situation. Yet on the other
side we hear about God's peace, a calm sea, and Jesus miraculously
silencing the storm. The narrative plays with the tension between
a situation of concern and a situation of peace.
With the symbol of the bridge in mind this story
now becomes transparent. Sometimes congregations seem to go through
those situations of doubt and concern. Sometimes, in the midst
of many changes, a congregation can feel that it lives a turbulent
life. In a town like Miami which seems to be in constant motion
and transition, and when there are different parts of the congregation
who have just started to get to know each other; when there are
people who speak different languages, people who are of different
cultural backgrounds, and who grew up in very different parts
of the world - and I don't just mean the US and Germany - when
the situation seems to be like this, then we are entitled to feel
like the disciples in the storm. Then we can ask what comes next.
Then we are allowed to ponder about the future.
Yet, this is also exactly the time when we have
to remember the symbol of the bridge. This is exactly the time
when we have to overcome any doubts and concerns to make sure
that we as a community of faith continue to be a place where everyone
feels God's peace, and where God's beauty and grace is touching
us.
Let us continue to be a place of joy and laughter,
a place of prayer and fellowship, a place of music and teaching,
a place where we can recharge our souls, where we get renewed,
strengthened and comforted.
Let us as members of this congregation never tire
to build bridges - not just among us, but in whatever situation
God has called us into.
Let us be the ones who make things happen.
And may the bridges we build be strong enough that
they don't break when there's a lot of weight put on them or when
tension on one or both sides threatens to pull it apart.
Well, here I am going on about bridges, and the
irony is that I'm the son of a civil engineer who has built many
bridges in his life and who always worried that his son was never
good at working with his hands. I admit my dad is right. I have
never been particularly handy. But the kinds of bridges I've always
sought to build and the kinds of bridges I have seen being built
here at St. Mark's for the last three years are not the kinds
of bridges built with stone and steel, but the kind that are built
with heart.
Go on building these bridges of heart.
Go on building these bridges of heart.
And may you all do so with our Lord's abundant blessing.
Amen
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